Dark Clouds are Forming

Hey, 

I feel like an ATM. 

I feel like a child in an adult's body.

I feel like I don't matter.

I HATE myself.

Why do people who don't know me, hate me?

Why is my family so toxic?

How did I let it get this bad?

When will I ever love again?

When will I ever want to live, again.....?

CAS 

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