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Dark Clouds are Forming

Hey,  I feel like an ATM.  I feel like a child in an adult's body. I feel like I don't matter. I HATE myself. Why do people who don't know me, hate me? Why is my family so toxic? How did I let it get this bad? When will I ever love again? When will I ever want to live, again.....? CAS 

Definitions to know!!

rac·ism /ˈrāˌsizəm/ noun prejudice, discrimination, or antagonism directed against a person or people on the basis of their membership in a particular racial or ethnic group, typically one that is a minority or marginalized. the belief that different races possess distinct characteristics, abilities, or qualities, especially so as to distinguish them as inferior or superior to one another. Hello, ASSHOLES!!! I'm live now from my bedroom to bring you ALL some simply obtained information!!! A simple google search renders this definition for racism. typical adjective typ·​i·​cal | \ ˈti-pi-kəl \ Definition of typical 1a: combining or exhibiting the essential characteristics of a group b: conforming to a type  2: constituting or having the nature of a type A simple google search and then link click to https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/typical renders this definition for typical. Fuck y'all bitches saying that racism can't be towards white people!!!!!!!!!! You all act...

Toxic Family

 You know, I remember growing up in a loving family. Where has that unconditional love gone? I can't even pinpoint a place or time when it all fell apart.  Could it be when my cousin decided that a woman he had known less than a year was worth ruining the familial relationship between us? Could it be when I first moved out from under my mother's roof? Could it be when my cousins were lost to us in a pond; too young and much too soon? Could it be when I told my Mother about what was being done to me and she didn't believe me? Could it be when my parents split? Could it be so much sooner than that? Could it be that my family was never what I perceived it to be in the first place? I hurt; emotionally, physically and mentally. I wish I could be "normal"; whatever that means. Doctors aren't helping and I'm slowly losing myself to the void that's been growing in me for so long that I can't remember what it is like to not feel like this. I have been silen...

Tired of White Hate

!!!Warning!!! This may or may not seem like a racist rant to people, but honestly I'm just F@!$ING TIRED of this crap!!!! As always, this rant is my opinion alone, so some may agree and some just won't, so don't take anything I say as anything other than my opinion. You have been warned. *gets on soapbox* Hello, all. *sighs* I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING CALLED RACIST BECAUSE I'M WHITE!!!! I DON'T THINK IT MAKES YOU SOME SAINT TO BE CALLING SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW RACIST, BUT I TRY TO KEEP MY OPINIONS TO MYSELF AND MY BLOG!!!! CAN'T THE REST OF YOU DO THE SAME?!?!? Look, as a 30 year old, white woman, I DO NOT appreciate being called racist by strangers based on the COLOR of my skin!!! Racist is racist, and talking sh!t about strangers based on skin color seems awfully racist to me!!! But I'm SORRY , I'm white so I MUST  be the racist one, even though I don't go around calling people racist based on their skin color!!! There is no nic...

*Spoiler Alert* Captain America: Civil War Rant

Hello all guests and visitors, Welcome back to my page. As some of you may know, I go by Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me. Honestly, I'll probably be changing it soon, but anyway. I haven't been on for several years now, but I just needed to....vent....a little, I guess. Sorry, not sorry if you get offended by anything written here. This is solely because I needed to get my......feels, I guess is the word that I'm looking for,....out there for me, myself, and I to get any peace from them. A few days after the movie, "Captain America: Civil War" came out, me and a few family members went to go see it. I personally liked the movie. I honestly thought that I would dislike it, but I was pleasantly surprised. It did hit me in FEELS area of my heart, however. I mean, really, CIVIL WAR with Marvel Characters and especially TONY STARK, MY ALL TIME FAVORITE, of COURSE it's going to be hard to not be affected. What most probably don't know, is that I'm an avid fanfi...

Movie Time Part II

Hey, everyone. SNBM here, again. Last time I was telling ya'll about the movies that I watched while I was on vacation. Well, here's part II or, as I call it, Part NC. These are the movies that I saw while I was up in North Carolina. Well, let's start off with a good movie that I finally got to see. "Prince of Persia: Sands of Time" was an action packed movie with a little comedy and romance thrown in. I'm not certain who plays the leading guy, but, personally, I think he looks like Phil Brooks, or better known by CM Punk from the WWE. This guy, however seems more like how Punk used to be. Well, anyway, the movie was very good and worth watching. It is a definite recommended movie from me. Next up, I got to see "Hot Tub Time Machine". One word: HILARIOUS!!! This is just a side splitting comedy that just totally rocks. You have to see to believe it. I recommend watching this as many times as you can with as many people as you can. Everyone will ...

Movie Time

Hello all. SNBM here again and doing well. Today I wanted to talk about a few new movies that I got to see while on my vacation the last three weeks. Firstly, while up at my friend's place I got to see several good movies, and (to me anyway) they were new. The first was "Letters to Juliet". This is about a couple who go on a pre-honeymoon as they both lead busy lives and wanted to celebrate their honeymoon without too much interruption. They end up spending a lot of time apart and doing their own thing. The leading lady ends helping a woman find her old love by helping these ladies who call themselves the Secretaries of Juliet. It's a romance film with a little comedy and some angst parts thrown in. Next, and I KNOW this one isn't new at ALL, but as I stated before: to me it is new, so I got to see the original "Halloween". The only "Halloween" movie I have seen is the remake of the first one by Rob Zombie. Anyway, I actually liked the re...